{"id":742,"date":"2011-07-06T13:50:44","date_gmt":"2011-07-06T20:50:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/?p=742"},"modified":"2011-07-06T13:52:14","modified_gmt":"2011-07-06T20:52:14","slug":"shadows-and-reflections-in-the-city","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/?p=742","title":{"rendered":"Shadows and reflections in the city"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-744\" title=\"shadows at embarcadero center, jun2011\" src=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8196-1024x682.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"690\" height=\"459\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8196-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8196-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8196.jpg 1599w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 690px) 100vw, 690px\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8221.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-745 aligncenter\" title=\"downtown towers, jun2011\" src=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8221-681x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"681\" height=\"1024\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8221-681x1024.jpg 681w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8221-199x300.jpg 199w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8221.jpg 1064w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 681px) 100vw, 681px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8223.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-746\" title=\"downtown towers, jun2011\" src=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8223-1024x682.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"690\" height=\"459\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8223-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8223-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8223.jpg 1599w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 690px) 100vw, 690px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8380.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-747\" title=\"bay bridge in twilight, jun2011\" src=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8380-1024x682.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"690\" height=\"459\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8380-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8380-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8380.jpg 1599w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 690px) 100vw, 690px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8380.jpg\"><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8386.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-749\" title=\"ferry building in twilight, jun2011\" src=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8386-1024x682.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"690\" height=\"459\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8386-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8386-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8386.jpg 1599w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 690px) 100vw, 690px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8394.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-748\" title=\"shop window at night on the embarcadero, jun2011\" src=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8394-1024x682.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"690\" height=\"459\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8394-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8394-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8394.jpg 1599w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 690px) 100vw, 690px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I am determined to move out of this city. At the same time, I am determined to enjoy it now that my mind is made up. And there is little I enjoy more than taking walks with the camera, snapping pictures right and left, getting ice cream with JJ, or coffee, or appetizers at the Ferry Building.<\/p>\n<p>Our first apartment was down by the baseball park, and we often walked along the Embarcadero to the Ferry Building and downtown, taking pictures of the bridge or the old fireboat house, talking about technology and education, or dreaming about the future. &#8220;I&#8217;ve always wanted to live in San Francisco&#8221; I said, &#8220;and here we are&#8221;. It was so right for that time in our lives.<\/p>\n<p>Now, we&#8217;re in our fourth house here, counting a short-term sublet last summer. Six years have gone by, with one away in Barcelona. We&#8217;re in a quiet neighborhood, and our house is the bottom floor of a 3-story Victorian, with views of buildings climbing the hills behind, and the brown peaks of the highest point in the city. It&#8217;s very quiet for the city, with easy parking, a small back deck, and a garden down below. The neighborhood is clean, and the shops are delightful. There&#8217;s a cafe 3 blocks away where I like to go work on my dissertation, or just write.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s the nicest place we&#8217;ve lived so far. But this summer, I&#8217;ve finally realized that as much as I&#8217;ve enjoyed living in San Francisco, it&#8217;s not home. I am ready to grow roots, but not here. I need to be somewhere that&#8217;s warmer, wilder-feeling with more open space. Somewhere where we can own a house, paint the walls any color we want, garden and know it&#8217;s ours. \u00a0I&#8217;m not a city girl, it turns out!<\/p>\n<p>So we are talking about moving. And I am trying to make this feel like home in the meantime.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-743\" title=\"boats reflection, jun2011\" src=\"http:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8398-1024x682.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"690\" height=\"459\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8398-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8398-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/dailyfieldnotes.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/IMG_8398.jpg 1599w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 690px) 100vw, 690px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>It makes me wonder: When did you feel like you&#8217;d really put down roots somewhere? What made you feel that way? Was it children? Buying a house? Getting a job you loved? Something else?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am determined to move out of this city. 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